Today I find myself 12 weeks pregnant with the peanut. It’s starting to feel more real. We’ve told our families. I’m planning on telling work next week. Things are happening.
We got the results from our NIPT. We did the Panorama test through Natera which tests for chromosomal abnormalities and identifies the sex. Low risk for everything tested. I don’t think I can accurately describe the relief that washed over me when I got the call from the nurse. I’m still so convinced that this pregnancy is hanging on by a thread.
Part of the hell that is going through IVF meant that I lost all ability to do all the cutesy shit you read about other women doing. I didn’t get to surprise my husband with a pregnancy test and a onesie. He knew damn well when I was peeing on a stick and what was riding on that morning’s pee. I’ve spent the past 2 months dealing with soul crippling anxiety because I know just how much can go wrong at any point.
So when I texted my husband the news that Peanut was low risk, I left out the part where they told me the sex.
And he didn’t ask.
So I decided to go cheesy. At my lunch break that day, I ran to Target and got a gender themed newborn oneside and a little gift box. When I got home, I told him to humor me and that if he wanted to know, he should open the box. He panicked for a split second – apparently he had totally forgotten that the testing would also tell us boy or girl. So he opened the box and found this:
It’s a boy!
Part of me is terrified but most of me is pumped. Time to raise me a little kickass feminist boy. As long as he comes out healthy, I don’t care. I’m just happy.
Oh that’s so cute! Congratulations on your small dude who will be making his way into the world in 2017! xx
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Thank you! I feel like a broken record…but it still hasn’t entirely sunk in yet!
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I felt a bit like that too. I don’t think it really sunk in until I felt some movement so don’t worry!
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Congraulations!! So much wonderful news! I absolutely love that you were able to surprise hubby with the gender, what a special moment! So happy for you both, little man will be here in no time 🙂
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Thank you! 🙂 Looking forward to meeting the little guy.
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So happy for you! I’m glad you got to do a cheesy surprise for your hubby. ❤
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It’s so not the type of thing I would normally do, but I freaking loved doing it!
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Eeee congrats!
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Thank you!
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Congratulations! I am the mum of a boy (4 months old) and boys are awesome 😁
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Thank you! 🙂 I feel a little overwhelmed with the thought (I have no idea what to do with boys!) but I’m sure I’ll figure it out.
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So excited! I came from a family of all girls but I must say- having a boy has been so amazing.
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My whole family is girls too! It’s going to be brand new territory for us.
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Aww congratulations! And it’s lovely that you were able to do some of the cheesy things!
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Thank you! I’m normally not a cheesy type of woman, but I just couldn’t pass up the opportunity.
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That’s so cute and yay for getting to do something normal 😉 a little man! How exciting xxx
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Thanks! We’re getting a little more excited every day.
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Congratulations 🙂
May you have happy and healthy pregnancy 😀
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Thank you! I keep hoping for the world’s most boring and uneventful pregnancy.
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