Alright, who had day 3 as when I lose my shit? Anyone? Anyone?
Okay, slight exaggeration. But today is the first day I’ve cried and officially begun to lose optimism about IVF #2.
Got the day 3 update and we still have 5 excellent embryos, 1 average, and 3 below average. The other 2 never fertilized so they were discarded. This time last cycle we had 8 excellent and 3 average and we only ended up with 2 blastocysts, both of which were failures. So…basically we’re fucked. If we only have 1 or 2 embryos again on day 5, we’ll opt out of PGS because it isn’t worth the $2,500 to only test 1 or 2. They’ll call again on Tuesday to let me know if any are still worth keeping.
So…the extra $1,000 of meds and the 3 months of vitamins/supplements have done precisely DICK and I can’t fucking handle this right now.
In other news, our 5 year wedding anniversary was yesterday. So…yay!